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Dilemma

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Spam6467

Published: Nov 17, 2011

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I love you.
         I hate you.
I miss you.
         I loathe you.
I need you.
         I own you.
I can't live without you.
         I can't stay near you.
I want to be with you.
         I don't want to join you.
I can be myself with you.
         I can use your feelings against you.
I envy you.
         I am better than you.
I am proud of you.
         I am disgusted by you.
I remember you.
         I remember us.

     I want you back;
     Never leave me again...

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